So, as per usual, my petit was correct. He said I had a love rock stuck in my chest (The place on the body representing heart chakra, and where the body traditionally holds sadness according to Chinese Medicine) I noticed the date of m post Sept 10. My brother dies on Sept 9, 1999. It was a sad, tragic and stressful situation for all of us, but I feel sometimes that i bore the brunt of it. (True or not, it's how I felt and still do sometimes). Anyway, again, my body and apparently my son knew this before my consciousness did.
What a kid.